Rayne Perrywinkle wants her kids back

JACKSONVILLE, Fla. - As the man accused of abducting, raping and killing an 8-year-old girl last summer is due back in court Wednesday, the victim's mother is speaking out, making a case to get her two surviving daughters back.

Rayne Perrywinkle's two youngest daughters were placed in state custody after the June 2013 death of Cherish Perrywinkle. Initially she had visitation rights with the girls, but those were suspended.

"They want me to come home. They want to be with me," Perrywinkle said. "They miss me, I miss them. I want to be in their lives. This never should have happened."

Another hearing in the Perrywinkle custody case is set for Wednesday morning before Judge Denise DeLorenzo.

Donald Smith, a convicted sex offender, is charged with kidnapping, capital sexual battery and first-degree murder in Cherish's death. 

Police said Smith met Rayne Perrywinkle at a dollar store, then took the family to a Northside Walmart with the promise of buying them clothes, and left with Cherish under the pretense of buying her a hamburger.

Within a few hours of an Amber Alert being issued, Cherish's body was found and Smith was arrested. He is scheduled for a pretrial hearing Wednesday and his trial is set for October.

Since Perrywinkle's other two children were taken away from her, people have protested outside the Duval County Courthouse, saying she should not get her kids back. They say she's unfit to properly care for them.

But Perrywinkle says she's perfectly capable and is sick of being silent about it.

"I've been quiet long enough, listening to people make fools of themselves," Perrywinkle said.

She said her children are currently living with a foster mom until the Department of Children and Families can find a permanent home for them. Perrywinkle is hoping that's with her.

"I see Destiny and Nevaeh once a week for two hours, and we have to cram all these activities into that small amount of time," she said. "And I look forward to seeing them every week, and when I leave, it breaks my heart and sometimes I cry, but that's what we have to deal with right now until they come back to me."

DCF tries to help place kids in a permanent home within a year of them being taken away from their parents. But a spokesman said it's a case-by-case basis and the best interest of the kids is the bottom line. DCF can make recommendations, but only judges have the authority to terminate parental rights.

Perrywinkle said she's doing everything she's supposed to do to get her kids back, and she's hoping that can happen soon, because the last 13 months have been unimaginable.

"To tell you the truth, it's not a life I want anyone to live," she said. "My life is altered now forever. And I do the best that I can for myself. I live every day one at a time. And I bleed like anyone else, I cry like anyone else, and people judge me all the time and they have to answer to a big God."

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